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"The only way that I will ever be great to myself, is not what I do to my body, but what I do to my mind..."

Many of our experiences in life are imprinted into the soul. No matter how good you are at blocking out unwanted memories, no matter how hard you work at forgetting the experience, no matter what you may do to erase the memories, your soul never forgets the experience.


These thoughts have been a focal point in my life of late. As to why, I am not sure. There have been several experiences that have pointed me toward these thoughts about the soul remembering and forgetting.


Sometimes I have a dream about a young lady who I was in love with. Even though I do not think about her, my soul remembers and reminds me in my dreams of the times we had. The same concept was presented in the movie '50 First Dates'. Even though Lucy erased Henry from her memory, her soul haunted her dreams with Henry's face. Her soul would not allow her to forget.


Maybe this is why we dream about past experiences that we have long forgotten about. Our soul or consciousness is reminding us of that experience for a reason.


To me experience is as powerful as God's word. This is a very complex concept. Experience is God's grand communicator. Learn from the experiences.


The other day I found a snippet of John Lennon speaking about one of his last albums he released before he was murdered. In the interview he is quoted as saying,"And that is what I am saying in this album. I remember what it's all about you fuckers! Fuck you all!".


I soon realized that I am beginning this journey of remembering. I realized that my soul is trying to speak to me through the process of remembering experiences.


I truly do not understand the journey I am on. I know it is one of self awakening. I know that it is so I can help others grow and evolve. I just cannot grasp the pace of what has been happening to me over the last year. Enlightenment is a ride we all should take.


As you know my new album is in the works. I have decided to name the album,"The Soul Never Forgets". I felt this title would be very fitting to the theme of the album. The title just came to me at out of nowhere. I believe it is just another piece that is falling in place.


With my music, I have never tried to become mainstream. While I write breaks, I have never wanted to fit into a certain style or sound of electronic music. I also wanted to be more different than other artists. I wanted more of my heart to flow through my beats and music to give the listener something more than something to nod their head too. I wanted something to make you not only feel but also think. I hope my next album does just this.


The expression of myself through my art is a gift that I share with the world in hopes of giving hope and truth to those who will listen.


As for the remembrance, I must continue to let it grow. I am sure I will feel as confident as John Lennon one day. I do know this, it has become very great indeed...life that is...


I hope you got something out of this and I hope your life is as happy as you want it to be. Remember this, it is your reality.